We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Honesty, Honestly (feat. Sierra Binondo)

from It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This by pulses.

/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $1 USD  or more

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    artwork by Ny (instagram.com/choppedduck)
    layout by Kevin Taylor

    Includes unlimited streaming of It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD or more 

     

  • Cassette + Digital Album

    artwork by Ny (instagram.com/choppedduck)
    layout by Kevin Taylor

    Includes unlimited streaming of It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Pressed on burgundy with black and white splatter, out of 250.

    artwork by Ny (instagram.com/choppedduck)
    layout by Kevin Taylor

    Includes unlimited streaming of It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $30 USD

     

  • Full Digital Discography

    23
    releases

    Get all 23 pulses. releases available on Bandcamp and save 25%.

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of konna hazu janakatta, Lovin on Me (pulses. cut), It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This, Different Strokes, Run the Ghouls, XO (Sold Out) +, XO (Sold Out), Yo! Champ in the Making!, and 15 more. , and , .

    Purchasable with gift card

      $51.75 USD or more (25% OFF)

     

lyrics

conscience holding on
it’s right in front of me, making sure I can see
consequences from
my inner enemy, one that I never see
upside down on some stranger things
inside out, I’m looking Kaling green
and on my mama I know I just can’t go out like that
put on my jacket and slip out the back

I wanna let go of everything I know
but in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me
just tryna get by, can’t help but wonder why
I never honor me with honesty, honestly

panic holds my heart
arresting me from sleep, up late like Toonami
panoramic thoughts
consume reality, ruin my destiny
ill-intentioned towards myself,
seal the tension off in hell
though my eyes are steady open
in oblivion, this oath I'm keeping
how the hell did i get here?
i miss the world on days like these
the genesis of my malevolence
a wave of silence is my recompense

the consequence of my worry
hold tight, a boa constrictor
shed that, take a step back
ain’t a laugh track
I might’ve frozen the fury
an accident of the pressure
push through, see the whole truth
you can’t consume you

credits

from It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This, released September 29, 2023

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

pulses. image

pulses. Dumfries, Virginia

post-hardcore type beat

shows

contact / help

Contact pulses.

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this track or account

If you like pulses., you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featuring interviews with LA music scene pillar Kamasi Washington, and new London-based duo Mrcy.

listen now