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It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This

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1.
I had the chance to commit and do my enigmatic dance I’m shaking it with such an optimistic force I must admit that even if it isn’t righteous you must acquit I’m falling victim to the outside inside, my time, blindside, and I can’t find love in this line it took a moment when the panic hit me I could see it when the darkness turned to light expose the picture forming clearly dodging the point that’s brewing burning the edges so it’s nice pinned up emotion on display so the words don’t fade away falling onto loose rope net in suspension out of breath mind your manners getting bold still so young but growing old expecting the world to move in tandem with my convictions I hide inside my room like those in this position we are in control of the immediate I guess I had the chance to commit and do my enigmatic dance I’m shaking it with such an optimistic force I must admit that even if it isn’t righteous I cannot quit, but I’m over it
2.
ay ay ay ay ay ay ay ay it’s pulses. baby come with it now they don’t think it be how it is, but it do it wasn’t supposed to be like this, but it is uh hey, they got me running out of breath I had enough, hey the FitnessGram PACER test of life is tough, hey we make the routes, we get the clout don’t make a fuss, hey ain’t let those hurdles slip you up we on another ting and we producin’ a solution to the brain freeze energy to the max it’s in the game, Steam, or EA, you know we do and don’t play don’t delay or you lookin like you Wee-Bey they tell you “fake it ‘til you make it” well, l found my place and I been knowing not to fold em ‘cause I drew that ace you see, I followed the directions but I left one piece baby, don’t got time for that because I made my peace ohhhh, caught a vibe out on the middle of the floor if we keep on rockin’, we ain’t gotta go ain't bringin’ all that (all that) to the show TL, TL, see you, we about to glow knock it off, and when your glass is looking low you top it off, been working, working, working, now I’m kinda hot, one, double two, L, so I’m at a loss, keep runnin’, runnin’, runnin’, and I’m gone they tell you “fake it ‘til you make it” well, l found my place and I been workin’ on my fitness just to run the race you see, I followed the directions but I left one piece baby, don’t got time for that because I made my peace you all know what time it is, do not play with me you in your car, turn it up, you at the club they got pulses. on at the club well, alright then if you should ignore the funk you might just not be waking up and when you hear the punches three your butt better be out your seat now if you should ignore the funk you might just not be waking up now take a chance and shake your bum ay, don’t be dumb let’s have some fun and if you should ignore the funk then get your junk up out the club that ain’t the kind of vibe we on you scaring those up at the front it’s two sides to every coin, baby heads up, 7-up, Miles “Tails” Prower down you can keep running with sonic speed and knuckle up or you can get stuck in your own stuff the choice is yours
3.
alright everybody, make some noise it don’t matter, just don’t curse yeah, alright man alright, good vibes only in the spot with us tonight, you know we got nightlife in the house we got belle in the house we got gavin in the house you know it’s pulses. in the house yo, we keepin’ it classic on you loafers with the white socks do not play waited for this for much too long, ain’t givin it up kickin it back, don’t chase, never relax dubs in the chat, cranked up having a blast keeping focus, do what we want, we livin it up sending it up, lifestyle trickling up looking at us, everybody wanna be us ohhh, this is the moment (a silly goofy mother for ya) to let your inhibition wash away ‘cause I’ve had enough (the superficial ish’ll get you) I’m loving me, loving me I’m leaving it all to give all my love so you wanna take up space, (but you never wanna pay for it) don’t believe in time & place (why you always tryna say somethin’) livin’ in an artifact, a masquerade yeah, you always tryna rain on my rain on our, rain on my parade you will come to think of me in the changing of the trees the calming chill up in the air make you wish my warmth was there pulses. baby, but don’t forget the period it be the third drop so something getting serious make your mind up, are you down or delirious hit after hit ‘cause we fast and we furious tryna pop the saints, yeah, shoot the breeze run between the feds, live a life of ease not posed to do nothing ‘cause we are not some mannequins if you gotta problem then you take it up with management it’s the metal in the things you know gotta meddle with the fiends to show that you leveling and trained to go, danger close, break the mold nightlife in full effect and belle in effect and gavin in effect it’s pulses. in effect big timers, none finer ain’t minor, just major key players, move faders block haters, see ya later
4.
even looking back the comfort comes from an unrelenting sense of understanding that I’m never going back when I look ahead my lasting image of the past behind me distorts accomplished earnings and I just can’t have that rich in my own currency but I’m poorer in their worth the giant peers above the clouds rooted firmly on the earth (I’ll go out on my own) and even if the scripted scene don’t go exactly as I planned I can improvise a sense of pride to find the truth within a lie (I know, I know, I know, how to make it home) Optimus illusion there’s more than meets the eye loose and I’m losing more than just the owed in time bet you think I’m jaded and I just might be mistaken either way I’m here to stay this card can’t be traded if life’s a gift, don’t let it be stolen it can’t get any worse once you control it bet you think I’m jaded and I just might be flawed either way I’m here to say Yoshi committed tax fraud he’s a liar, he’s a cheat you can hear it in his squeak he got a different job every day of the week no matter what the hat he try to put on today they gonna round him up and send him away he’s a liar, he’s a cheat you can hear it in his squeak he got a different job every day of the week
5.
conscience holding on it’s right in front of me, making sure I can see consequences from my inner enemy, one that I never see upside down on some stranger things inside out, I’m looking Kaling green and on my mama I know I just can’t go out like that put on my jacket and slip out the back I wanna let go of everything I know but in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me just tryna get by, can’t help but wonder why I never honor me with honesty, honestly panic holds my heart arresting me from sleep, up late like Toonami panoramic thoughts consume reality, ruin my destiny ill-intentioned towards myself, seal the tension off in hell though my eyes are steady open in oblivion, this oath I'm keeping how the hell did i get here? i miss the world on days like these the genesis of my malevolence a wave of silence is my recompense the consequence of my worry hold tight, a boa constrictor shed that, take a step back ain’t a laugh track I might’ve frozen the fury an accident of the pressure push through, see the whole truth you can’t consume you
6.
Ask A Unc 02:58
don’t got no sympathy and you owe me an apology for all the time you took from me I’m about to rough you up ay ay ay ay cause a commotion the unrest in my Sunday best my dogs are barking because they fed up with the same old sin change is in, chains are loose pulled the pins and flew the coops we want the airways clear no other people ending angels here don’t got no sympathy and you owe me an apology for all the time you took from me I’m about to rough you up ay ay ay ay don’t got telepathy but (so what) you owe me an apology (better run it up) for all the time you took from me (no luck) I’m about to shut you up I never wanted it to be such a misconstruation my message was true but it never fit right with you you can say peace to my love and call me the guy I don’t wanna pick up when you finally dial find another way to jack my style but you might have to wait a while ‘cause we on right now (I break it off, let’s go) and when the opps are heavy make sure you wash the berries then turn to face the sun make all the pieces one all these lonely thoughts won’t keep me up, we up all these lonely thoughts ain’t never gonna keep me up, ‘cause we up
7.
it goes one for the money, two for the show tree to show toes, Doja Cat, yo Sprigatito keep it running cuz I’m ghoul like dat think it’s time to activate it so let’s lace the track it’s pulses. baby, so get in the replies United in our Spirit cuz you know we still fly go hard in the streets like we started a riot seen people in heat, seen a Lexus on fire move along with us if ya got some spunk and if you don’t know where we goin better ask a punk it’s a fantastic voyage that we been on a run-on sentence but we got a dot on the name of the game is to groove and stay sane take off the top, just cruise and catch waves when a dude talk like a starter on the roster emergency meeting, you’re the impostor I know we all fam, but don’t lie on our spaghetti you might got some flow but you def not ready cause they waitin on pulses. like the 1st and the BeReal it ain’t a movie dawg but you’d be in the b-reel come on over y’all, we gon’ have fun tonight, yeah lemme see some action, for me rockin’ til the sun come up, yeah come on over y’all, we gon’ have fun tonight, yeah lemme see some action, toot sweet we rockin’ til the sun come up rizz on dynamite, I said rizz on dynamite rizz on dynamite, I said rizz on dynamite I see ya footsteps baby look like a work of art do you like the ways I walk do you like the ways I talk I see ya footsteps baby I’d like to move along if you like it then make the call if you like it then make the call to get down do you like the way I talk, do you like the way I walk am I running through your mind baby yeah, I can see it, I can see it I could never be the one to waste a second of your time, baby yeah, we just going with the flow, what I really wanna know is if you’re rocking till the sun come up and if you really gotta go, you don’t gotta walk alone night’s young, we can run it up uh ,rizz on dynamite vibe is up and it’s feeling like the time is right shooting star, I didn’t know could shine so bright come on over y’all, we gonna have some fun tonight I’ve been thinkin’ ‘bout you so call me up, call me up I’ve been simpin’ for you so call me up, call me up (come on over take a look, ay) (gotta copyright the book, ay) (you need to hold on and let ‘em cook, ay) (come out the office with a new outlook, ay ay ay) them promoters gonna call me up BV gonna call me up Fantano gonna call me up Pitchfork gonna call me up Granite gonna call me up So What gonna call me up AP gonna call me up Coachella gonna call me up, hello know we got the vibe right, ‘cause we rhyme tight reliable fellows, running yellows at the stop light you know it wasn’t ‘posed to be like this but we coming to ya loud so we gotsta hit still got the vibe right, ‘cause we rhyme tight reliable fellows, running yellows at the stop light you know it wasn’t ‘posed to be like this but we coming to ya loud so we gotsta hit, ok
8.
ran that on the preview got the coin, ghost post up for review Black Cat in the rearview leave the smoke for the blokes on the debut they just wanna see it comin’ ‘cause they love when we confrontin’ but they hate it when we stuntin‘, uh just wanna know how much the key cost if you know me, call Zay Zee tell her we ain’t lost we ain’t lost, go tell ‘em, tell ’em, tell ‘em what it cost, go tell ‘em, tell ‘em, tell ‘em playing pretend ‘til everything feels right again misapprehend and fall into the latest trends word to the wise, there’s no surprise bid you adieu, we take to the skies every now and then it all goes according to plan LL, see me winnin’ corporate content got you sinnin’ bad scent in the kitchen 4 outta 10, we still eatin’ I don’t wanna hear you frontin’ ‘cause the money you’ve been huntin’ has been lookin’ at me funny, hold up just wanna know how much the dinner worth did the waiter serve the bread to you or Jay-Z first share the bread, wait hold up, hold up, tell me what he said, now speak up, speak up, speak up brush it off, what it cost catch the worlds shortest attention span let me surmise, this plot device summarize and outline that none of us know what we’re doin here nothing to hide behind the veneer, yeah the bird app told me that I had to go and rough it shove it, I’ll rise above it (haha) the clock app told me that I had to overload it ain’t got time to bloat it (no we don’t) Zuckerberg told me that he’s always out here watchin’ a meta nod he’s speaking (wait ‘til ya see my ads) tell me, is it time to be BeReal? hold up, caught me slippin’
9.
Kupo! 02:08
I’m all out of mana in a manner of speaking I can’t take the ether, the meters are peaking the blasphemy, my devotee of apathy, tranquility I’m an absentee, present me attendee, ahhh doing donuts in the parking lot because I’m going nowhere fast swerving tail past a traffic cop because this wasn’t made to last so raise a white flag (raise a white flag) the glass is clouded and my feet feel like cement cut the toe tags (cut the toe tags) the tables cold but you ain’t seen nothin’ yet caricature of a character from a movie critics panned taking cash from the register, that’s paper on demand cash the big one (catch a real one) take your time so you reel it in just right thoughts weigh a ton (delete the wrong ones) cut my brain out and give it a good rinse you bend over backwards to take me out (on the come up, I’mma run up, murph is law) I’mma pick up another life must be some chiropractor, I have no doubt (got the one up, I’mma sum up, all the parts) wiser the medic, the sicker the game I’m self aware, still don’t know what I need
10.
they don’t hear the boy at the end of the line enigmatic and erratic and cacophonous at times a c-c-coffin in the end or a home in the dark steady pulling on a string that ain’t connected to no heart we are not the same, we never could be born of different time, different milieu equal fabric, suit the learner indignation we are not the same, we never could be understanding why, is it in you not forgiveness or recompense resignation sick, sick it all comes down to ego you want to have the upper hand I admit I should’ve let go never got the chance it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter and it never did, but you wouldn’t know it knew I had to cut the loss way before they could revoke it glorified calamity, subject to insanity self inflicted burden bare, flip the toxic love affair empty your mind, let us undo inconsequential contentious views we are not the same, we never could be steady, shoot the shot, we ain’t no ops block no blessings, thinking clearly adaptation we are not to blame
11.
we were sitting at home, just bored what for, pandemic in the outdoors late night on the Discord, down bad, talking bout what could’ve been it is what it is, what it be, what it do, there was nothing that we coulda did take 5, another 5, another 5, another 5 caught up in a loop again can’t just lay in bed closed mouths don’t get fed ‘cause I don’t want another, waste another second for you no other action will do you gotsta see that thing through it wasn’t supposed to be like this it wasn’t supposed to be like this it wasn’t supposed to be like this but it, but it is everything we wanted wasn’t simple now it seems the difficulty’s tenfold least the journey’s definitely eventful ain’t gon’ live my life up on the nickel
12.
speak now speak now speak now speak now speak now, forever hold your peace so loud that all the rest will cease navigating what I never known keep on walking roads to home sit back, enjoy the spoil the innocence of luck and toil ambivalent to what’s to know I’m waiting for what I am owed a piece of gold, y’all control so cold, the winter’s nothing to me now abandoned the practice of mental entrapment we broke the mold an evolution to feel the truth in my soul hey man, the bottle’s empty it’s time to wrap it up and leave I need the energy to keep the message ringing clear I’ve listened to my elders to pen rule 4082 be what you want to be not what the old dogs tell you to I’ve got the best intention to listen into my heart and become whole ditch the curmudgeons, ignore the judging live in the present, drive like you stole I wanna believe it, I’ll look in the mirror speak my affirmations and never stop running I’ll never stop running, but not just away approaching the finish and starting again we decided to give ourselves the flowers to start before we truly existed, before we knew what voice we spoke with and here we stand at the crossroads like if any of this is for real or not but it is and it’s been more than we could’ve imagined it wasn’t supposed to take us here it wasn’t supposed to be heard out there, out that far but it is when do we convert the dreams to realities when the idealism merges with the realism when the doubts become clout it is for me to define, but not to decide to derive the placement of worth to invite the heavens to earth we rejoice in the distances traveled despite being in familiar spaces the range might not seem large to you but it is ending with some wisdom to help us move on it can’t just be like this so I’m moving on those who undercut progress and manipulate the journey who spread poisons and attempts to control have been removed through the antidotes of anecdotes through the encounters and allies and loved ones the enablers of positive movements it may seem like they aren't omnipresent but they is so we must give you the flowers give thanks to the ones who provide context to our unmarked maps for wherever we are lead from here whatever the future entails it will be because it was willed by all that we encounter it will be the way it is because it is right so let’s go

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thank you to everyone for listening to this album. we did most everything either on our own or with friends we’ve made over the years and we are very proud of the outcome. thank you to all the personnel you see listed.

we would also like to thank the following people for being a part of the crew: mama tay, our parents, sam strong, tyler adlam, sara schlosser, with sails ahead, adam berg, ian bell, anthony smith, jane sun, zach benson, calling down fire, i met a yeti, adventurer, nightlife, cat company, the callous daoboys, granite state, every band we’ve played alongside these past few years, especially on the woodland creatures tour, emi harrah, emo nite baltimore crew, mutant puke, good noise podcast, new fury media,

and once more, to everyone who listens, comes out to a show, grabs merch, talks about us online and supports the band.

we truly are grateful for you all.

credits

released September 29, 2023

pulses. is:
matt burridge - guitar, vocals, programming
david crane - bass, additional vocals
caleb taylor - guitar, vocals
kevin taylor - drums, vocals

hansel romero (nightlife) - vocals on track 3
joey lancaster (belle) - vocals on track 3
gavin cole - vocals on track 3
sierra binondo (with sails ahead) - vocals on track 5
ben rockwood (granite state) - vocals on track 7
taylor farmer - additional vocals on track 7
phyllis taylor - additional vocals on track 7
diego juarez (mr. rager) - turntables on track 7
jer hunter (jer, skatune network) - trumpet, trombone,
saxophone on track 8
carson pace (the callous daoboys) - vocals on track 12

recorded, produced, mixed by caleb taylor
mastered by bobby balow @ raytown productions
artwork by ny (@choppedduck)
layout by kevin taylor

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